it's how i remember him. i don't have his high school photo, so next is an older bobby but he still looks alive. Now we see pictures like this: Bobby Jailed.
Makes me cry.
he wasn't always what you see now on the "jailed" media blitz. of course judgement belongs to those without any faults. of course what you see right now is a result of societies ill. broken families, neglected children, teens abandoned without any guidance - all given right over to the "priests of the streets" called dealers. this could be anyone's life. enough hurt and pain drives a soul to self destruction be it quickly through suicide or a long slow one with addictions medicating itself until death with cigarettes, substance abuse, food, sex or whatever one can find to make the hurt go away....
I remember he loved animals, people and wanted as we all do a purpose and acceptance. not sure why sons don't feel that from their fathers. mothers usually try their best to give their sons plenty of love and encouragement. so when the child or teen can't find it in their own home - they wander.
{Photo just an Illustration of a drummer, not Bobby}
when we were friends - he was mostly not "high", he played his drums with passion and life... he had good friends who cared for him and those who just wanted to be around a famous son. perhaps those were the ones who led him astray. long after we grew apart, i know one particular "friend" who was truly "wicked" filled with deceit coming from a very drugged up family and past. perhaps is was she who infected him with her witchy ways and claws and put her cursed poison into him that never quite went away.
i don't give excuses for why people do what they do. all of life involves choice. having a strong sense of self with tools including life guidance and purpose along with rules (ie: life expereience, religious/spiritual beliefs, etc) will save many from falling off the wayside.
Sometimes people just have to fail in order to find the truth about life. perhaps they were never allowed to experience the consequences of failure. perhaps that is why people like bobby from famous families eventually end up like he is now. things were always covered up so no one would know...
now? I pray for him.. i pray he finds God, why he was created and finds salvation from his ills.
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